Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Oh why hi there.

We're more than just machines working our asses off under the scorching sun and stinking fucking Kallang Water. Machines give their 100%, we give our 120%
-The Unbeatable Cheesy Chris

I really miss trainings. I've missed a total of 3 training sessions this holiday. Tomorrow will be my 4th. I'm fucking angry with myself I don't know why either. Maybe fundamentally cause I just can't go for trainings temporarily.

It feels so weird not being drained to the bones. So weird not feeling fatigued, like I've not done something right. Not that I feel obliged to go for training, but I really find myself enjoying it more and more. It's become an addiction, the passion that I've been doing for 9 months. I stuck through all the shit in the beginning and really don't wanna give up nor have my current standard drop any further. I hate it when things go this way. I really hope for a speedy complete recovery for Pete's sake. Please.

I'm still contemplating if I should go tomorrow.

Maybe I will.

posted@10:04 PM

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